Wednesday, April 26, 2017

a mom and a daughter

A long-time holiday has really passed,nothing changed!In the yard,just one more baby rabbit--a daughter accompanying her mom,which has been one of my expectations.A very warm picture,although they always pillage the food in the other's mouth.Mom seems tenderer now than being pregnant,cheap hats, yeah,much older in rabbits' age and already being a mom.
Cool autumn comes,mosquitoes becomes less and less,everything is better and better.Sometimes I will think of these lovely baby rabbits which have been sent away.I can't forget the occasion of sending the first baby,full of fears,in the small cage, hanged on one handlebar of son's classmate's bike.Tell the truth,very uncomtable in my heart,because it would be very far from me.In the next days,very often,I asked son to inquire about it,I felt so sorry to it.Yet,I am sure knowing less is better for me.Everything is with nature.Other three babies sent to neighbour are very very healthy,sometimes,I will have a look at them quietly.The last two was sent to a home by the neighbour whom I don't know,and I try to ask nothing about them.I think they will be taken good care of as well.
I sometimes wonder what the mom rabbit is thinking?Missing her babies?very happy to see nobody can pillage food with her?still like a quiet and alone life?or she is very happy with a daughter beside her?
Experiencing the life with rabbits,suddenly I find they are the animals which I love best.Simple,clean,quiet,cheap nfl jerseys, timid , very "meng" ,never disturb or bully others.If everyone can do like them,the world will achieve the real peace.However,it is just a dream,chairman Xi's dream,all common people's dream in the world.

familiar but a bit strange

A few students I don't know and most are the ones I have taught before.Most of them have lost their pure smiles,replica oakley sunglasses, appear a bit serious.I know they are trying to adapt to the new environment,even a bit nervous with pressure.They look a bit strange as well.Maybe they have grown up,or they fall far from me now.A few of them,I have taught for three years.It's a rare thing to me.
The year with them of being the mainteacher really brings me a very nice year.Those photos are still kept in my zone,never delete forever.Because we will change,but memories won't.They can stop time.
Today,I mentioned my salary in class,in fact,I am not sure why I would say this.Just to show them that I will try to teach them in spite of low salary.It has exactly effected my enthusiasm in my teaching.However,I must change such a thought,facing such pure and careful faces,how can I do things only thinking of myself?
I have ever tried imagining what I will do in free days after retirement,after serving grandson.If I can still live in this world at that time,nfl jerseys cheap, I would go on to teach English for those who need,charge them no money,free classes.That's a good deed!

Fighting!Jay.

Yesterday,we finished watching The Voice of China until midnight,and even couldn't help going on The True Voice.I broke my former plan once again,cheap jerseys, which led to our getting up too late this morning.These days,without Jay's songs,son can't do homework well.He said that he wouldn't feel sleepy with those songs.Thanks to his doing this,I can enjoy Jay's songs all the time at home,coming back to several years ago,sweet days.
I have nearly listened to all his songs and thought most are perfect.Getting much encouragement and a relaxing mind in his songs,nice song words take to me to a cleaner world.I know he is living more than in one world.No matter whether the song is sad or happy,both are light.Yeah,cheap Oakley sunglasses, we need such days.It's his life experience and music talent that make him special.Especially his ability of fantastic imagination and unawares makes him a secret.
No matter how dark the society is,no matter what the end of the game will be,many are behind him.It is already enough for us to have such a chance to see him so many days.I think no body would care whether he can win,nor would he himself.In fact,nobody can compare with him.His eyes look so deep,really special while he is thinking in sillence.
Such a cool man with a sillent face,but with a delicate feelings,a rich inner world,a kind and strong heart...He is a lovely man with sincerity.
God is fair to everyone.Jay experienced hardships in childhood and pains from a broken family,cheap nfl hats, so he has become out of common,a strong will and take life with a mind different from others in life.But I can understand him,a bit similar.

Friday, April 21, 2017

Feeling so confused before.

We always wanna get the best advice and opinions from someone else while facing confusions.But I am sure one of the most effective ways is to experience.
Now I have understood a bit.cheap nfl hats, The ways of getting on with outsiders are completely different from with family.I thought it was the best to be kind and try to repect others for a good relationship.So I thought scrambling for honors with others,troubling others and profitting at others' expense were the things awful men could do.Undoing those above to win others' respectation was also my thought.Of course,I don't like doing those either.
But now I find what I have done is meanless at all,because others only regard you a timid and a foolish person.Instead,they won't respect you,they will ignore or even bully you.Everything beautiful in my mind suddenly lost all brilliancy.Originally,cheap oakley sunglasses, to get the true respect from others isn't important at all,false politeness is already enough,for a true heart hardly exists between outsiders.So I will never feel sorry or ashamed to any of them from now.
Between family is complely different,we must need true emotions.No pay,no gain.As long as paying,you must gain.Because of love,family come together.Although there are also so many pities in marriages or blood relations,we have no routes of retreat,even never think about those.Because real happiness is from whole hearts.No regrets!In family,true respect and love are the most important.
Put all my experiences together,cheap jerseys, I thought about them carefully today.Now I am clear.I know I am stupid person while getting on with others.I have wasted too much of my true heart.

Feet massage.

Thinking of my last teaching Grade Nine five years ago,when I began having knee problem.Just during the last two weeks,cheap nfl jerseys, when I was about to finish teaching of that year,something wrong was with my knees.I got such bad mood and suffered the pain.Standing in front of the teachers' desk too long made me so uncomfortable,but I kept on.Because my students were my sunshine in work at that time,and it was a great pleasure to have classes with them.Also,only two weeks left,I couldn't leave them alone.Of course,I also dislike to let other colleagues come my home to see me.I hate to trouble anyone.So I persisted in working.I made it.
The next term,I was informed to go to a far primary school to support teaching.I said nothing and kept working,cheap snapbacks, although my knees weren't well at all.Luckily,I met a good headmaster who just gave me very simple work and a cool man teacher who could drive us to work.They will be in my memories all my life,even if we didn't contact again.
Still remembering I couldn't accept husband to massage my feet at the beginning of marriage.Because I thought it was a poor work.After my knees had problem,he offered to massage feet for me.I said it was useless.He told me it would help a lot.So he began from then.
In a second,a whole five years is gone.My knees were almost well.It means that husband has massaged feet for me for five years.Son from primary to junior high school.However,cheap replica oakleys, everything warm never changed.He still likes dancing funnily like a kid around the house.Son is still doing his homework very carefully beside me,merely becomes much cooler.I say to myself never afraid of difficulties outside,because I have had enough.

Now,husband says he seems to have something undone if he hasn't massaged feet for me every day.And I have already got into a habit of being massaged by him.He says he will go on doing that for me as long as his hands have strength.I have always thought I am one the the most happiest woman having warm husband and son.We use heart to communicate with each other,while home is our most substantial castle.
Having the most love from parents when small,and now being a queen of family.I have got the love from my most important persons in the world,wholesale nfl jerseys, so now,I feel like having the whole world.

Tuesday, April 18, 2017

you can boost your self-confidence if you fill your bucket full

Nobody is perfect; everyone has his or her own strengths or weaknesses. It all related to your attitude being positive or negative, which makes a huge difference between high or low self-esteem.

There are some interesting cases:

Some lucky ones are excellent for being themselves. However, they are stuck by their family background, which are poor or parents break-up relationship.

Actually, why don’t you think from positive side, you could be  more independent than anyone else who have to reply on their parents for having a good job sort of, cheap oakley sunglassesor you could be stronger for coping with difficulties as you have experienced the worst time in your life.

 Probably you should be very proud of yourself that one day you could use your talents for changing the life of yourself rather than waiting and complaining how bad fortune you’ve got.


Also some people were born of competitive disadvantages, they could not change the situation, but they could change their attitude for being a very different person.

I know quite a few guys in my dancing place, surprisingly; they are shorter than me, which means they are shorter than 160cm. I can tell from their facial expression and the way they treat women, some guys are worried about their height very much, they are too scared to invite a girl dance like most normally height guys do. But a few guys practice dancing very hard, in the end they dance with girls with self-confidence.

I was very impressed by one man, my god, he might be the shortest Aussie I have ever seen, must be 155cm below I guess, but I felt he was the centre, the prince of the night in the dancing hall as he invited all the pretty girls danced with no hesitation, which was full of self-confidence. Quite a lot of handsome tall guys with poor dancing skills couldn’t compete with him at all.

How powerful  positive thinking was as he focused on his strengths, cheap jerseyswhat he could make it better by using his own effort ( good dancing skill, perfect body shape ( being gym or exercises) rather than the one he could never change(height).



And also one thing catches my attention. In China, generally speaking, a high-educated girl won’t marry a guy who has only completed high school education unless he’s very rich. A guy with a blue collar job might be too scared to chase up a girl who works in the office.

However, in Australia, marriage won’t be judged by what qualifications you’ve got. An electrician or a plumber is very easily getting married with a pretty high educated girl who works in the office. As the buys won’t be told: “You are useless, you are nothing and you are nobody” by the whole society just because they are not entering the Uni, but definitely are very capable of doing practical work.



Again in China, a lot of students are living under the negative environment, as they have been taught that if they couldn’t enter into a famous uni, they are doomed to be a looser. Not only from the teachers but also they get that impression from family members and friends.



I know it is extremely hard for you to stand up by telling yourself that you have your own special talent apart from study and being a good student. But if you can’t see the strengths of yourself, if you can’t convince yourself that you have talents to the society, how can you change your fate? And no one else can help you except yourself.

Therefore, fill your bucket full with positive thinking, pay attention to what you’ve got rather than you haven’t, focus on your strengths rather than weaknesses, which is essential for you live with high self-confidence and being successful.

once

  I once read a article with its title " thanks for giving me windy joy".
    Initially, i was confused about windy joy, wholesale nfl jerseys, the joy likes the breeze, so fast and light which you are incapable of holding.
    What kind of windy joy could be?  Actually, in-depth, it is not the joy, it expresses the pain containing the unwillingness forced to be undertake.
    Thanks for giving me windy joy which means thanks for exposing the extreme truth for not being with me. It leaves too much to once filled longing, but at last paralleling is the best way.
    What kind of author in such a way to roundly amplify its emotion?
    I once left a sigh to it. What i thought was if it had been in vain, it would have better been unhappened.
    But now, with the aging and experience, i think the author is brave in which to see through the fact and accept it. Nothing is pitiful cau the objective truth is there.
    Thanks for giving me windy joy which tears up the faint beauty once being whitewashed by you.
    Thanks for giving me windy joy, cheap nfl hats, the breeze is gone.

A copy of good presentation

   Sometimes, we need own the ability of making a copy of good presentation to boss or customer to tell them what you want to express. I thought it should be easy before I did a copy of presentation to big boss. Actually, cheap snapbacks, it's not easy job when I started to prepare it, because I didn't catch what was really big boss expected within a short time. I just did this according my understanding and I was a little confused what kind of data and what style of presentations I should present during the whole process. What's more, due to I wanted to show more information that made the presentation losing the key point which it should have. When I finished it, I was not happy with it. Not to mention, it will win the favor of the boss. To be frank, it's not a copy of eligible presentation to me.
    With the concept of one of predecessors, if you take more concentration on how to complete the job in hand and neglect how to present it to your boss, you will possible lose the opportunity of getting promotion. It's the reason why some people who didn't more professional skills can get more chance getting promotion than others. It's because they can make a copy of wonderful representation or report. I'm not sure these words whether it's right or not, cheap replica oakleys, but, I believe it certainly has a point.

about moment


I stayed late at yesterdy night. When i was ready to sleep at over 12 pm. It was suddenly rainning heavily. I closed the window. And I made some final ready and I went to bed and I quickly fell asleep too.

Today I do not feel tired even I did not sleep enough hours last night. Right now I sit in the offcie. I find there is sunshine outside when I glance at outside from the window. The opposite side is mountain, The mountain looks more green and brightness under the sunshine. Wow I feel confortable and fresh at this moment.

The secret why I feel good at this moment, cheap nfl jerseys, it is because today is friday. Another weekend comes too.

I have a wish, my grandfather is in the hospical now. I hope he can recover soon. I know my late grandmother will pray for my grandfather too.

Sunday, April 16, 2017

The most horrible ghost story

Three years ago, I am a person who just graduated from the university, and went to Beijing to find a job. The first thing to do after I have arrived was to find a place to live. Fortunately, cheap oakleys, I found an apartment which was clean and good. And the apartment was completely self-contained. At first, I felt so lucky to find such a high quality and inexpensive apartment, but as time goes on, I felt so uncomfortable about the strange expression on my neighbors' faces.
Three months later, I have an affinity for the majority of my neighbors and we always talked for quiet a few matters. One day, one of my neighbors told me that before I moved in, there was a couple that living in the apartment. But in course of time, the couple had a fight before they married, what is more, the woman disappeared. Within a matter of days, the man embellished the room again and moved out. Therefore, they all thought the man killed the woman and secondarily put his girlfriend in the wall.
I felt so frightened that night, when I lied on the bed and started at the wall, I can even see a body in the wall vaguely. I felt more and more scared, and I can't help to find a hatched to break the wall. I hit the wall again and again. Finally,cheap jerseys, there was a hole. I took heart of grace and looked through the hole, and I saw an eye!
 After that, I saw a mouth!
 Finally the mouth opened and said, "why did you break my wall, my neighbor?"

The nightmare

I have dreamed many dreams in the course of my growth which would be joyful, unpleasant even terrible. However, until now, I can only remember few dreams. The nightmare which impressed me deeply will never be forgotten.
That day,wholesale jerseys, I got a fever and went to bed early. Then I encountered the terrible stroy which was about my mom. The world in my dream is black-and-white. I found that my mom passed away because of a car accident when I returned home from school. All of my family members were in deep sadness. At that moment, I totally had no idea, even didn't know how to cry out. I was shocked and seemed to fall in a faint. Suddenly, I clearly saw my mom was standing by the door, looking at all of us. I crazily rushed towards her, tried to hug her, but to find that I couldn't touch her, what's worse, she was translucent. I told my family, "Look at my mom and she is over there." But nobody believed me for the reason that they couldn't see her. Everyone thought that I had lost my mind!
Suddenly, the sense shifted and I dropped into the water,cheap fake oakleys, losing my voice and power. There were many snacks with many heads in the water and they tried to enwound and swallowed me. But unexpectedly, I saw my mom and we were playing in the garden and flying a kite. Then the sense transferred again. This time was on my bed when I was lying on the bed with my mom. She said, "Baby, this is the last time I accompany you and I have to leave." Until this moment, I knew that my mom had gone. When she finished her words, she began to fade away. I tried my best to clutch her, but it was useless; I wanted to cry out, but everything was silent. From that moment, I realized that I lost my mom forever.With my scream and tears, I awaked.
This is the most clear nightmare I can still remember. I never think about losing my mom. But when I came into reality,cheap snapback hats, I was released. At the moment of seeing my mom, I knew that it was a delightful day. The only word that I expect to say was everything would be all-right, tomorrow would be fine.

How I become a Russian

"How I become a Russian" is a Russian comedy which tells a story that an American journalist's life in Russia. Actually,cheap nfl jerseys, I don't know its English name, so I just translate its Chinese name to English.
The hero, Alex, is sent to Russia because of work. As a typical American, his views of world are refreshed by Russian every day. When two different cultures meet each other, a lot of funny things happen. And you never guess what will happen in the next moment.
The most interesting thing for me is that Russian's impression of themselves is quiet the same as my impression of them. Russian girls are pretty beautiful.Russian dama is badass. Whenever they disagree with each other,cheap hats, they begin to fight.
Anyway, it deserves to watch. This TV program describes the Russian people's daily life from an American perspective and you can also learn many things about Russia from this TV program. As we say" Earth becomes smaller and smaller". It's necessary to us to know other culture proactively.

Wednesday, April 12, 2017

I have been made redundant from my workplace

Yesterday, An Aussie guy suggested me write an article regarding how life is like punishment to many people after he had a car accident and do not get along well with his girlfriend,cheap mlb hats, he’s suffering most of the time.

I just didn’t tell him that I am also experiencing hardship.

The day before yesterday, my lady boss started crying when she came into the office early in the morning.

“Why? She’s such a strong, tough and independent woman, there must be a reason.”

In a while, she said: “I am so sorry, we lost contract; so you guys can either find a new job from now on or get redundancy payment if you can’t find one by Christmas.”

What? All the people in accounts department will lose job including operations managers, some of them who have been working here for more than 17 years.

Australia’s economy is getting worse,cheap oakley sunglasses, our company from 90 sites, to 60 ,30 and now almost all gone.

I told my manager: “No worries, I’ll be all right.”

“I know, I would like stay in this company as I am used to it, there are a lot of flexibilities, I can arrange holidays or take days off when my family comes over, the accounting system is pretty organized and people are nice, financial controller is very helpful.”

“But we have to face the reality as there’s no choice.”

“Wow, you are too positive, you make me feel much better.” my boss lady said and another colleague added: " Sweetolive has never got worries.”

“No, that’s not the truth, of course, I have a lot of worries, but I know how to change my attitude.”

10 years ago, I worried everything and I had no idea how to get over it.

I worried if I failed exams, then I couldn’t complete a degree on time.

I worried if I failed IELTS, then I had no enough points to reach PR requirements.

I always worried PR policy be changed, so I checked the website often, because if I couldn’t apply PR, then I had to go back China.

The rest of the time, I worried whether I could find a job after I complete a degree in the Uni as I was older than most of the others.

I simply couldn’t focus on the present life, worried too much about the future.

A few days ago I received an email from one American author, he said: “ I’ve not published anything since May and I’d like to get back on track because running this blog positively affects my productivity and positivity.”

Yes, that’s exactly what I would like to say, reading and writing have given me positive effects, that’s the main thing I have gained from Englishpassion.

Be a benefit- finder
Make a game of finding something positive in every situation. Ninety-five percent of your emotions are determined by how you interpret events to yourself.
 -         Brian Tracy –

I have just extended the time be on holiday in China from January to February next year.

I also discussed with my family that we might have a 4 to 5 weeks’ trip to some place really far from Shanghai, which would be impossible if I keep the job.

And that was a big dream I had for a long time,cheap nfl jerseys, now it can be realized from losing a job, not bad.

Create your future
Nothing is predestined: The obstacles of your past can become the gateways that lead to new beginnings.
  – Ralph Blum –

For the past few years, I was always tried to find a new job, but because of holidays to China, and scared of whether it will be worse or better for changing a new one, so I got stuck.

Then I completed stopped looking since I started writing as there are a lot of free time can be used.

But now things are changing, I have to find a new job even I don’t want to.

Previously, I was only looking for a full-time permanent position, but now I don’t care casual, part-time or temporary job as I like to deal with different kinds of people, experiencing up and down, which is essential for writing.

One can never be a good writer if live in a fantasy world, without getting redundancy, I don’t think there’s an opportunity for me write an article like the one I posted today.

Accept reality and act on it
Face reality as it is, not as it was or as you wish it to be
 --- Jack Welch  ---

One our operations manager, a very hard worker, who enjoys working so much and being very responsible, but she has the same fate as everyone else- being made redundant.

She has no choice, even the boss don’t have the choice.

I saw one colleague was playing games on the mobile, I asked: “Have you written your resume for a new job?”

“Not yet, too stressed.”

“Haha, I think it better starts from now on, because a good opportunity doesn’t come often.

If there’s a really good job which suits you most, then it is better going for the job than getting the money from the company and leave.”

“For me, I have already bought an airplane ticket to Shanghai, so I have to wait until the end.”

But once I am back, I will be more active, preparing resume and interview questions, practicing software to a better level, eg, EXCEL.

Apply for any job by sending as many emails as I can, I don’t mind a casual job as I said I love to communicate with different people.

The rest of the time, I will do the reading, writing, swimming, dancing, running and jogging etc, just for a healthy lifestyle.

It doesn’t mean you lose a job, you don’t deserve a good lifestyle and do the things you love, actually, you have more time to do things really matters to you.

Everyone will experience hardship, however, if we change our attitude, we can perceive difficulty as a challenge, see the glass as half full; then we still enjoy the moment during that period and make full use of the time.

One day, we will become stronger with self-confidence as we know how to deal with difficulties and being more understandable for the person who has the same trouble as us.

Wish me good luck.

something about lan shou xiang gu

I browsed micro-blog the other day and I found an interesting topic on the Hot Search.It's 'lan shou xiang gu' which is derived from a boy's video.The guy is from NanNing city,GuangXi province where the people always can't confound 'nan shou' with 'lanshou ' as well as 'xiang ku' with ' xiang gu'.'nan shou' means feeling unwell while 'xiang gu' shows somebody want to cry.That is to say a new cyberspeak were created.What makes this topic educative is a comment from People's Daily.It criticized such phenomenon which the increasing of cyberspeak in peoples life decreases useness of those exquisite poetry is a morbidity.Chinese characters is so profound that it can not only created beautiful sentences but also those funny jokes.I had a glance at the hot comment of this microblog and I feel so amazed that there are always lots of 'keyboard men' giving harsh words,wholesale jerseys, Someone comment that People's Daily just want to manifest its status as the organ of the Chinese communist party.How ridiculous such comments are!Why are there more and more harsh words online today?Cause peolple are too idle?Sometimes I think maybe too many concentrations we give to famous star and too many cyberspeak we created are not always right.After all things will develop in the opposite direction when they become extreme.

Cambodia trip part four

We were going to leave Cambodia at the Nov 1st, Gona finishing our 9 days holiday, So Anita and Mr. Xu would like to have a welfare party at home for us, home party normally it is the highest hospitality way to welcome our guests, another reason for the party was Mrs Xu was coming from China to visit her husband at the day, so the welcome and welfare party together will have at one day before leave,cheap jerseys, It was the Halloween Day, how amazing the day we have.
The building we live is near the Mei Gong River, so the evening view is wonderful sight from the top building. Mr. Xu was the organizer for this party, the dumpling for sure was the most favorite foods for oversea guys, He has occupied the 11 floor where is the garden balcony with the table, chinaware, and wine glasses, in the afternoon he has asked the chefs did the pork and shrimp already, we were happy to invite other key person Ms. Zhou who is the president of the one company as well. It was almost 6 pm,cheap snapback hats, we were following Mr. Xu issues starting our preparation.
This evening there was another group table they are from European friend for the Halloween day, they were hand carry their own drinks got together here. Red Wine, fresh fruits which I don’t know the name, cold dish has been put on the table; Anita took her sound system from the room to be the back ground music, the dumpling was ready, this was really a big family, the cheers, laughing and dancing have been covered all the nice evening, I was so happy to know some new friends here,fake oakley sunglasses, the pictures we did will bring me a lot recalls for the day in Cambodia, I love here, I will come again for sure.